Bored Life

today,what on earth had i done till now??nothing i have do actually....since orientation week till now...i was doing nothing...it passing one month already...always looking for new job..but all no answer till now...i really felt hard and sad...not more FUN at my life recently...sumore that maybe my dad cant work at all already...i'll really hope handsome dad can recover as soon....because i really cant endure the stress that leave to me......what i can do for next.....still no idea....maybe FATE already arrange all that thing to ourselves...but no one times i will surrendering to FATE...just leave 50 to FATE..another 50 is in my HAND...and never give up for it...sometime maybe will felt quite tired and want a short fun and enjoyable travel holiday...but for U..maybe easier..but for me it TOO FAR...why?i also don't know why.....but besides that what still can i hope for....always hear people said "despair always besides hope"..ya right!i no admit it...but...issit it can/will happen easier for ME...i don't think so....but maybe one days...really quite missing my life at tarc....and also swc...hope can go back there soon...at there really had a lot of unforgetable memories to me....still remember that first days i put my leg into tarcollege and swc...it quite funny and really enjoyable to me...what else if without all of u...friends,thanks for accompany me for the whole year...appreciate our friendship FOREVER!!!!!what next for me.............wait for next article......maybe will soon....love all of u...muaccckssss!!!!!!!THANKS!!!!!!!