Satisfactions

It been awhile didn't update my blog. 
well, final exams finished and starting holiday

I doubt whether did the correct decision

I getting confuse in my life, it just like what I did all goes wrong

currently keep facing rumour in working place 

wonder whether of my interpersonal skills weak or what

I don't even know what the fucking people wants

too much pressure about work, study and family

just afraid one day will collapse and never get up again

I keep staying my dream until today and wonder what I get?

I lose my direction to step into future

I even lose my confident to continue fight with environment

what else should I continue to fucking the life?

what is the points to me keep facing those fucking people?

I really need some new breaths and energy to fucking them

But, I know all came wrong because of reasons

Dad told me that must learn how to tolerate and be a moral human